So yesterday was a day... wow.. knocked me to my feet... so that is why I didn't write here...needed a day to reflect and just understand...
I think some of you know that my car has been out of commission for a few weeks.. My transmission blew and so it has been sitting at the repair shop. Thankfully the repair shop back then gave me a month to fix my car so I can come up with the $2,500. That for sure is a blessing from God... :)
So my kids and I have been walking everywhere.. which again is humbling from God... You forget that you are resilient and blessed that you have two legs to get yourself places... :) In my case to drop a few pounds from this dreaded beast called menopause.. LOL
Well I was contacted by now I find out a fan of James and he said he was going to help and pay for my car...He said that God told him too and that he would bless me in that way.. I was elated, dumbfounded and excited.. I thought it was all being taken care of... since I can't come up with the money myself. Having two kids and working on 100% commission with a new business is rough....
It turns out that this person was not the person he claimed to be and I was fooled.. so yesterday I felt like I was punched in the face... It wasn't God's plan.. and thankfully I have amazing friends to remind me of that..
I cried, but then My friend Felicia, man I love this girl... she sent scripture to my phone like a mad woman.. BAM, BAM, BAM... I don't think she realized I was reading the page of scripture she sent me on my phone, but she kept texting me the ones she wanted me to see.. so my phone was on FIRE WITH THE LORD.. LOL They were scriptures to strengthen your Faith.. I think my favorite was Psalms 37:7
Be still before the LORD and wait patiently for him; do not fret when men succeed in their ways, when they carry out their wicked schemes.
It was what I needed to hear.. and to realize. See since I started this blog.. I told you.. I have a target put on my back and Satan was trying to steal my joy. He wanted me knocked to my feet and turn away from my Lord God... Not to praise HIM in my time of sorrow... Well again.. I have amazing friends... and they got me through the day... I had my scripture texting maniac Felicia and James... He and I read our bibles last night on the phone and he prayed and amazing prayer... And my girl Griselda.. who just made me smile and tell me to delight in the Lord..
So today I wake up and I feel refreshed.. I still don't have my car... still will be walking but I am good... Because I am walking with my Lord.. :) PRAISE JESUS...
I think some of you know that my car has been out of commission for a few weeks.. My transmission blew and so it has been sitting at the repair shop. Thankfully the repair shop back then gave me a month to fix my car so I can come up with the $2,500. That for sure is a blessing from God... :)
So my kids and I have been walking everywhere.. which again is humbling from God... You forget that you are resilient and blessed that you have two legs to get yourself places... :) In my case to drop a few pounds from this dreaded beast called menopause.. LOL
Well I was contacted by now I find out a fan of James and he said he was going to help and pay for my car...He said that God told him too and that he would bless me in that way.. I was elated, dumbfounded and excited.. I thought it was all being taken care of... since I can't come up with the money myself. Having two kids and working on 100% commission with a new business is rough....
It turns out that this person was not the person he claimed to be and I was fooled.. so yesterday I felt like I was punched in the face... It wasn't God's plan.. and thankfully I have amazing friends to remind me of that..
I cried, but then My friend Felicia, man I love this girl... she sent scripture to my phone like a mad woman.. BAM, BAM, BAM... I don't think she realized I was reading the page of scripture she sent me on my phone, but she kept texting me the ones she wanted me to see.. so my phone was on FIRE WITH THE LORD.. LOL They were scriptures to strengthen your Faith.. I think my favorite was Psalms 37:7
Be still before the LORD and wait patiently for him; do not fret when men succeed in their ways, when they carry out their wicked schemes.
It was what I needed to hear.. and to realize. See since I started this blog.. I told you.. I have a target put on my back and Satan was trying to steal my joy. He wanted me knocked to my feet and turn away from my Lord God... Not to praise HIM in my time of sorrow... Well again.. I have amazing friends... and they got me through the day... I had my scripture texting maniac Felicia and James... He and I read our bibles last night on the phone and he prayed and amazing prayer... And my girl Griselda.. who just made me smile and tell me to delight in the Lord..
So today I wake up and I feel refreshed.. I still don't have my car... still will be walking but I am good... Because I am walking with my Lord.. :) PRAISE JESUS...
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