I found a video that seriously I watch all of the time.... It is a skit they do in Christian churches called the "Everything Skit by Lifehouse." It couldn't be more on point of what I went through before I was Saved... Going from the dark into the light. All of Satan trying to get me to my destiny.. Well in the skit.. GOD ALWAYS PREVAILS.. AND I AM LIVING PROOF... I will eventually get into details to help you understand.. what sort of person I was and how far I was...before I found HIM.. I want you all to know that HE LOVES EVERY HAIR ON YOUR HEAD.. and if HE could love me.. someone who was homeless for 2weeks living in her car.. raped..dead inside... wanting to die.. I did try to kill myself many times.. How HE COULD BRING YOU BACK TO LIFE... HE IS THERE... JUST TAKE HIS HAND AND DANCE WITH HIM...(I still cry like a little girl that dropped her ice cream cone when I watch this...)
So I was saved...everything tasted better, looked better felt UH MAZING... for the first time in my life... I had my kids starting a new career as a Talent Manager... I had that spiritual drunkeness.. that I wanted.. to laugh for no reason... just being so full you couldn't contain yourself.
Well like I said which I didn't know..that when you get saved.. their is a target put on your back.. MINE IS HUGE AND RED.. WITH A EARTH SIZE BULLSEYE... I think if there were people on Mars they could see it... I pissed off Satan... and Good... I think he put out a call and said "Breaker Breaker Renee Watroba escaped.. go get her!" I think I was was one of his favorites because I was such a mess.. so I really put his panties in a bunch!
Being Christian is the hardest but most rewarding life.. and when you start to understand that.. you will embrace it... knowing that trials mean you are being pruned... the way HE wants you and it is what is best for you.. I was going about my daily life.. singing praises to my LORD.. going to church, being in ministries.. I was even the greeter at my church.. I WAS THE CHRISTIAN WOMAN POSTER CHILD. everything was WONDERFUL... then because I wasn't aware but Satan had a little trick up his sleeve... PUNK!!!! He lied to me and I fell for it hook line and sinker... I started to backslide.. I started to look for acceptance again in relationships instead of MY FATHER...I slowly started my old life again.. drinking.. sex and well again chasing that emptiness again... I was like a blood to a bear.. I tasted and I wanted more... I did that for 2 more years if you can believe that... I still had GOD in my heart but I put HIM in a little box because I believed a LIE...
I want you to know that was the greatest thing that happened to me though.. because it brought me to my relationship that I have now... You have to know that God only gives you what you can handle.. so don't think just because you aren't the PERFECT Christian you can't come back... HE is always waiting with open arms.. that is a LIE from Satan.. he wants you to think you are scum.. the bottom of the earth for turning away from the LORD.. but you are NOT...If I can't get you to understand what I have learned is that SATAN LIES LIES LIES LIES.. LIAR LIAR PANTS ON FIRE!!!!
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once again a very interestin and powerful read!
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